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stolen from her journal ...



knocks me speechless

and those who know me

know that isnt easy



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I wish I could pour you a glass of strength siphoned off from my own inner will. Serve it to you and watch it radiate from your tender skin. Watch your eyes light up when you can stand tall and reduce worthlessness to ashes. Watch you stand on top of a pedestal and not let the slimy hands of those beneath you graze your feet. To listen to your laugh turn into the sound of music that only immortals can sing. To watch you radiate a power that would blind someone like the rays of a thousand suns.



Such a beauty wrapped in blankets of insecurity that hold her back from the things she deserves. I want to peel the blankets off; to let the cocoon fall to the ground and watch the birth of a beauty queen. To finally watch her walk with her head held high; to see her feet float along her path like she is nothing more than a dream.

Even though I cannot pour you the glass that I so crave I could, I will watch with a caring eye and hold out my hand when needed. I will not be in the shadows; I will walk besides you along the way. You will not fall nor fail. I will help guide you on the path that you so deserve.



You deserve the best; all that is right and not that is wrong.



One day you will find your strength. You will have what you deserve. Until then I will lend you my strength, give you my hand and open my heart.

for all you do

for all you HAVE done

for all you are

for all your caring and trying and loving

i want to thank you

from the bottom of my cold dead heart lol

i dont know how the other night

would have ended if not for you

you make me glad to hear my own laughter

and i love you girl

thank you

aww.. thankies bayyyyyyyybe !!! MMMWWAAAAA!!